I am 14 years old and I am wondering if my dad is abusive. My dad get angered very easily. He is just an ass he is very racist, he tells me that black people (he calls them and me Niggers) are just here to serve white people and that they were put on this earth for the white man to fuck (I'm mixed black and white, moms black dads white). He also gives me showers bc he says I'm not capable of doing this task I try to say I can but he gets really angry when I say I can do them my self like I have before in the past at my moms house.(He also brushes my teeth) He says I have to look at the ground when he speaks to me because I'm inferior. He just puts me down no matter what. He has given me bruises on my arms and legs (punching) he also punches me in my stomach. He says I'm a loser meanwhile he lives with his parents and has no Job and only leaves the house to drive me to school and back. He hasn't took a shower in around 7 months and says I'm dirty. He tells me that I ruined his life. He threatens my life weekly by saying that he will have me in a garbage bag chopped up and he goes into gruesome detail it makes me sick. He says that black people play sports to entertain the white man due to their animal like athleticism. He refuses to let me open up my Xbox 1 I got 2 Christmases ago or any Christmas gift that he didn't buy (iPad, phone, beats) My mom on the other hand has schizophrenia and is bi-polar but ik she loves me but I'm kinda scared of her going crazy and having to go to a mental hospital and be held for a couple of days.(i haven't seen her in around 3 years, I call her 3 times a week though) What should I do. THANK YOU FOR READING THIS ALL, I'm sorry for it being disorganized.