It's been two months since he left. I educated myself on alcoholism and narcissism so that I have a better understanding of things when he contacts me again and I know that that was going to be inevitable, first few times it was pretty easy when he contacted me I Grey Rocked him pretty good but last week on Halloween he got a hold of me to tell me that he loves me and he misses me and then he found a good job and then he ignored me for a week and then gets a hold of me last Thursday to tell me that his kid wants to get a dresser out of the house and I really prefer to just be left alone for the time being since I'm making the mortgage and paying all the bills I don't want to deal with anybody else is crap right now and I'm guess I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that he can be so cold and uncaring. Today I'm struggling even though I have all the tools and I know that this isn't me that it's him but it still breaks my heart