Weekly Reading and Interpretation Help Thread - December 20, 2020

Hi everyone, the brief rundown is I recently went through a breakup of some sorts and have been trying to get through. Ive mostly just been focused on making money, and I have been pretty emotionally unavailable. I was ready to maybe get into something with my friend, but that turned out bad. So i did a past present future spread for myself

Past: knight of coins Present: knight of cups Future: 5 of swords

The past makes a lot of sense to me since ive been just doing my own thing. The present confuses me, im definitely pretty all over the place and unreliable, but i dont understand the love aspect. I guess maybe i do want someone to rescue me from my feelings, but whats up with the future? I dont know how that all lines up. Am i supposed to keep my guard up as to avoid conflict, or is this inevitable?

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