Weekly Relationship Check-In and Support Thread

I am starting to think things might actually have come to an end. I am also starting to think I was a lot more at fault than I first thought.

I don't know what to do with myself. Really. And I feel like I have so much to say to you, but, different from before, I don't think it would really make any difference.

And there is nothing in this world I want more than to be with you. But apparently we can't.

And I wonder how I will be able to get by day by day. Or what to do with my life. When the past years primarily has been all about reaching a progress together. What should I get up for in the morning now?

I try to get by, I try to live my life in a healthy way, I try to get well again and sought help. But nothing matters any longer, when it's not for US.

I want to call you. But I know I can't. And I know you've left long time ago, but stuck around. Maybe in order to help me. I started to think I got really sick... and don't know what to do about it.

I'm sorry that I've made you suffer.

I still love you. And everything I want, all my thoughts on the future are about us. You mean everything to me. And without you, everything is pointless.

Perhaps my tries to live life well and regain my health is out of respect to you. So that you won't remember me just as a burden.

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