Weekly Support Thread

I'm not having the best day but don't really know where to start. So therefore I will just have a massive braindump - this seems to be the place to do it!

I'm not that happy in my job (marketing) because it's starting to get boring, there is not enough people interaction and not enough feedback in general from management.

I feel a bit scared of making a career change as I have so many ideas but struggle to choose something and take action.

I hate where I live and find it uninspiring but it is cheap and I am a single parent whose ex doesn't contribute financially.

I always tested INFP but in summer last year I became more extroverted after lots of therapy.

I've fallen out with three friends in the last year and had two short term relationships end suddenly.

I've been partying a lot the last 6 months with work friends, more than alcohol, and it's been fun but I feel like I don't know who I am anymore.

I'm joining a Buddhist group near me I think that will help.

I feel super confused about everything, I'm questioning my thinking and feel like my values are buried deep inside me underneath a hard shell I've had to grow to not be too sensitive, especially working with NTs.

I'm not hopeless, I had a burst of energy last week and made loads of lists but as usual it was too much and I haven't followed through. They were super ridiculous.

I used to talk to friends about this stuff but a couple of people have said that I always talk about myself/have too much drama in my life and we fell out and I just don't really feel comfortable doing that anymore.

I'm seeing a therapist tomorrow though.

I'm 31 and whilst it's great seeing people on here in their 20s talking about bettering their lives I feel anxious about still not really being everything I can be. I know I'm not giving 100%, not even 50%, and I'm doing OK. I think I just need to be a bit more balanced and realistic in my goal setting. But at the same time having one really unrealistic goal could be the thing to inspire me! I don't know...

If anyone has any resources/videos please share. But then I wonder if the time has come for me to stop searching and start listening to the voice within...anyone ever feel like that? Like what do I even think about my life/the world/different subjects...I don't even know anymore because I adapt to the worldviews of the people I am around.

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