Weekly Therapy Talk Thread

I just came home from a residential treatment center where I worked with a male therapist for the first time, and it's really embarrassing how obsessed I was/am with him. This happens with every therapist I really click with, and I'm sure it's a sign of disorganized attachment or something, but I just get really really obsessive about them for a while. It's a phase, it goes away, but I didn't have long enough there for it to really stop, and now I'm home and I can't stop thinking about him. It's bad, to the point where someone asked me if he was "cute" because I was talking about him so much. I swear it's not romantic at all, I just got really infatuated with him as a person. And it sucks. I hate this phase, I hate that I'm like this, I just want to have a freaking normal attachment pattern....yeah.

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