I was feeling stable with my t and stable with myself. Then yesterday’s session happened and it was a cringe fest. I don’t think I can come back from it. Wave after wave of shame and self-hatred since. I’m HOPING this has more to do with my psych stopping my meds cold turkey and maybe this is withdrawal hell. But I have canceled all future sessions (for now, maybe forever) with my t. Ideally I will again feel that I don’t want to die but for now? Please can someone just run me over and put me out of this misery? Like I’ll pay you to do it. Pm if interested. You gotta actually kill me, though, I don’t want to live and have brain damage.