[Trigger Warning: Child abuse] Covid has started making me really think about things. I have huge chunks of childhood memories missing from my childhood that for the life of me I can’t remember and my sister (whose a therapist) told me that it’s because I’m repressing memories that I don’t remember and I’m really worried that something happened to me and I don’t remember. To make matters worse all two of my older siblings were abused as children so I’m like 75% sure it happened to me but I don’t remember..... and the worst of it is I don’t think I want to. I fee like if I remember it’s gonna make things ten times worse than just me wondering if I was abused or not.