You know I just had one of those fucking days, where I was just fucking burned out. A former Marine at my boxing club told me that,sometimes the doctors at meps keep requesting paperwork, because they already found something wrong with "Joe", and they'd rather have him leave on his own terms, then deny him and have his pride shattered. I don't know if that's true or not, but I don't care. I've been sending my shit again since August, but I'm not going to let fucking paperwork send me down a detour of self-defeating bullshit. And if I do get denied , i'm not going to self-destruct. I'm just gonna Pick myself up and carry on.

My advice to anyone here, Is to forget about any pain you've endured. You can learn from it, but everything else attached to It, means nothing. Life's not about being a seal or a world champ , or becoming president. It's about being the man you want to be. Wherever you find yourself, just remember you wanted to be there, if you didn't, you can either go down or you can come up.