Exactly. I know that no matter what I do , if he wants to get away with something he will. I hope he doesn’t.

To make myself believe that he is in this relationship because he wants me, I have promised (And I truly mean this) that if he leaves now he will have zero consequences. No alimony, he won’t have to worry about his daughter being kept from him, and we will part as friends and that our family will never know why we split. However If he wastes the rest of my life from this point forward with a fake relationship I’m going to make him hurt.

I don’t want to waste my life with someone who doesn’t want me. I also know that as long as he is willing to try so am I. This an absolute last chance though. I deserve what I want and I know that doesn’t have to be him.