Oh I was told by my psych, who already is not very good, that there isn't a fucking test for adhd. Great. Oh my therapist is gonna get a mouthful about his ass.

I'm so sorry you're going through this shit show. Every day I pray we all find nice doctors who will give us the functional brain medications so we can be human beings.

Do the test, and pursue that other doctor. Even if the fee is too much and you can't see them yet, look elsewhere. This guy is the joke and the punchline. I'm so sick of doctors making up any fucking excuse to diagnose and treat their patients. I am sending so many good vibes your way and I hope you're able to find someone better.

Also, straight up ask for a record of your test answers AND his diagnosis, so when you go elsewhere you could show them the test if he refuses your diagnosis on some bullshit grounds of "you only answered them how you felt you should answer them" or something, you have proof. Sounds like shit he would pull. Fuck that guy.