I feel you bc I'm living with my parents rn they voluntarily offer to buy me this and that and I do feel bad but it's like they're offering. but I also want to be independent for myself. I want to move out and buy my own car and everything. so probation pushed me to apply one place every single weekday. it was tough to pick and choose since I had to meet a quota. maybe try applying to one place every single weekday. it's two months later but now they're all hitting me up. and it's overwhelming and all retail, since that's all I have experience in, but it's also lifting my spirits and kind of exciting / liberating. I'm challenging you to do the same. I don't know where I'd be without this consequence. you might seem to start low but you work yourself up until you're satisfied. no job is forever, they're each just a stepping stone into the next. if you're looking for any money you can't place yourself above fast food or retail, I mean unless your satisfied being complacent for years. even though they're minimal jobs they still teach you beneficial skills in their unique situations that you can take to bigger and better jobs/other situations in life