No one probably wants to hear this but I felt the same way.i decided I was just going to take massive risks in life instead of subjecting myself to a paycheck to paycheck existence.
I've been through a veritable Rollercoaster, but ultimately created a business from it earning mid range 5 figures per month and am set to retire before 40.
It wasn't easy getting here and sustaining it isn't easy but I knew I was either going to get rich or die because homelessness or a subpar life was unacceptable.
Once death or success became the only options I gave everything to success, and if I failed, I accepted the outcome.
I still accept the outcome, I can still fail and habe all the necessary preparations at home in case if it comes down to that.