I tried doing the whole MGTOW after failed date after failed date, meeting only girls with mental health issues or fat ones. I browsed and posted on the sub, and all I did was make myself more and more bitter. Every day I hated what I saw in the mirror. I hated the way my life is going at 26. I played video games on my computer too much, and jacked it every night only to feel like shit after. I stopped going to the gym and didn't gain weight but it just made me feel worse about myself. I kept and am still struggling with negative thoughts like I am not good enough. I started going back to the gym this week, gave up my PC video games but still have my retro stuff I play once in a while and am saving to buy a new car come the fall. I still have plenty of other things I want to do but struggle with finding the discipline thanks to my negative attitude such as learning computer programming to get a better job and practice some form of art like 3D modeling or anything else. I hoped to find motivation from this sub to help me be less bitter and find the discipline to do the things I want to and morph into an overall better man.