At the moment? Well...

My boyfriend has a friend, and this friend just...pisses me off, to be straightforward. They've been close for about 7 years, and recently this friend has done a complete 180. He started ditching my boyfriend and lying to him and hanging out with more junkies and alcoholics, and went as far as telling me (thinking I wouldn't say anything) that he'd rather hang out with people who are always available. I have to mention that my boyfriend's parents are pretty strict, but he's still allowed to do a lot, especially with this friend since they've been friends for so long. That being said, this friend is just a huge piece of shit to my boyfriend, and my boyfriend refuses to break it off unless he has a good reason because that would be 7 years down the drain. I've been 100% supportive all the way through, giving my boyfriend as much advice as I can regardless of his decision. But now...it's hard.

He's decided to offer to let this friend move in. Obviously this is upsetting, but okay fine. Then he told me that he's changing our schedule AGAIN because me being over too long is going to stress them out, because their weekends are their escape because the work godawful jobs. So basically he'll be moving in, I only get one full day with him, and the other two days I get to see him after school. This is just making me feel worse, because we went from seeing each other every other day, to me seeing him on Wednesdays with two long days, to two short days and one long day. I'm also going to mention that I was homeless for four months, and they never even considered me moving in because they don't like the fact that we do sexual stuff. We're both 18.

I feel like I'm becoming second best, and there's no equality to make me feel any better.

/Whine over.