I dated a girl for 1.5 years, I said I love you a little bit too early and she didn’t reply, I kept saying it because it was how I felt and I wanted her to know that’s how I felt about her. The only time she said it back was when we were in a very passionate session that I still think about fondly.

That’s kinda tied with the worst bj I ever had, it was from a girl I didn’t like but she pressured me into it, I don’t believe in god but prayed I could just cum quickly and get it over with. I wasn’t turned on at all or even hard and somehow came within the first 20-30 seconds from sheer willpower (some of the worst seconds of my life (and also I’m not typically that fast... Incase any future partners see this)) which made her feel accomplished and allowed me to excuse myself to the bathroom and rethink my life choices.