I'm in the same boat as you, it's almost like a part of you is dead, even though your body remains, right? It takes me 5 hours to watch a movie because I have to keep pausing it, I can't concentrate. Video games lost their appeal, besides they would only trigger the rage in me that lies dormant 99% of the time. I am not listening to music as much as I used to, just can't be bothered. I get no pleasure from masturbation - it's simply a release for me at this point. Food is just something I eat out of habit, to survive, I don't enjoy eating and especially don't enjoy cooking. I even have to mentally prepare to walk to the toilet or have a shower now, like you said it's a chore. I'm sorry you're going through this, too. You're welcome to hit me up if you wanna chat about it or need a distraction.