-myself
-having to bike 25 miles a week for a job that doesn't even pay a livable wage for me to afford a car
-work itself, for an absurd amount of various, very sensible reasons
-having social anxiety, general anxiety. likely depression for over half of my entire life, probably from ages 8/10 until now at 24 and likely for the future. I hope not though, but let's be real.
-the verbal abuse I received on nearly a daily basis from ages 8-21/22: Source (potential trigger warning)
-the severe lack of physical affection over extremely long periods of time in my life so far
-having intrusive thoughts about myself multiple times a day, every single day since August 25th, 2015