i converted in 2017 (didnt go to a mosque though so it wasn’t official i guess), i think i converted because it seemed so interesting and i didn’t exactly know any of the darker shit I got so much hate for being bisexual, i couldnt even read the quran (im partially blind and deaf so i couldn’t even read it, the font was tiny and it was hard to keep up) i couldnt be me, i tried and got a DM from a Muslim girl asking why i was bi and began telling me i was haram, i then told her about my past depression in a conversation and she said i should of klled myself i was enraged and said some things, i blocked her and threw the quran but i still thought that there was a spark of light in Islam, i quit after Muslims said all those things about music, art, LGBT and not praying for non muslims and i decided fuck that shit and left what disgusted me the most was the hate of everyone not them, i also read on RationalWiki that Mohhamed said for some people to kll themselves as a punishment WHICH IS EVIL TELLING PEOPLE TO HARM THEMSELVES IS SICK (no i don’t mean all Muslims, in this statement some are godd and some bad, heck it was a Muslim who helped me out of depression) i gave away my hijabs and i can be ME again i can do art, listen to music and wear what i want /i also decided screw Abrahamic religions they all the sane anyway, i decided that the only sin in life that you can do is hurting or k*lling yourself/others or rape (or pedophilia, necrophilia or zoophilia) and that a real God wouldnt hate you for being gay, atheist or whatever the God i belive in loves art, nature and magic and if that makes me a kafir then honey call me Kafir Kardashian (bit cringe sorry)