Undergraduate since 2012. Failed for 7 years straight and still a freshman. Cause I never attended any classes. Been struggling with depression. About to be expelled from school although dad believes that I'm graduating next year because I couldn't just tell him the truth. It's just that I don't want to deal with him on top of all this as he's an asshole. Working at a part-time job and tryin to stay alive and sane. I've been claiming my mother's pension as she passed away when I was is highschool but it'll be cut off soon because I'm about to hit 25 which is gonna leave me with my part-time job salary only. I only got a couple of months left before that happens and I really don't know what to do. Feels like I'm drowning. I always thought that the lowest point of my life was when my mom died but no. This is. Now. GOD wish mom was here. She would listen and hug and pat my back and say that it's gonna be okay, that we'd figure out a way together.