When I have 3-4 important things to do.

I'll sit and try to start one of them, but the others are lingering on my mind, and I get paralyzed and lose focus. I try to move to another, and the same thing happens. Before I know it it's 7:30PM on Sunday night and I'm just like "GODDAMNIT I'm stupid!"

I don't get that anxiety anymore; I dropped acid in November with my roommate. He went to a club with his friends but I stayed home. I sat outside and listened to music and really got in my own head. I went to the bathroom mirror and like stared in my own eyes for 10 minutes lol... ya I know it's weird as fuck. But I had this like moment, and then I'm not joking the next day, and since then, I still feel the "pressure" but I've not had any anxious feelings.