My father is the most evil person i have ever met by far . When i was a kid he drilled into my head that i was an animal so much so that when we had to line up in school .. boys on one side and girls on the other i would have panic attacks because i was convinced i didn't belong. When i was 8 he went to jail and when he came back he would chase me around the house throwing whatever he could at me . Berating me , trying to bang down my door . This lasted for years . I was constantly on edge . If i ran outside from him he would chase me down the block and bring me back . When i was 14 i skipped my last class on the first day of school with some friends . Teacher called the house and told him . I tried to explain but he already lunged for my throat and was strangling me with both hands as my mom watched . ( she had no issues with him abusing me) I was convinced he was going to kill me . Took me 14 years to even aknowledge that trauma .