I've lost as much faith in humanity as you could possibly lose. I have no faith in humanity. I hope a massive asteroid collides with the earth and wipes out humanity completely so there's not even a trace of our existence. People think that they have more rights to be here than someone who struggles through life like I've had to endure. If anyone deserves to be here, it's me but that's not a good thing because the sooner I'm no longer here, the happier I'll be. I haven't experienced any happiness in life on earth but then again, most people haven't. They just think they have but it's not real happiness. There's nothing on this earth that can bring even the most positive person to a state of true happiness and even further than that, most people can't experience happiness because they are too riddled with anxiety. I'll never say the words, I'm happy in this lifetime because it's impossible for me to be happy because I'm lucky enough to feel all the negative emotions a person can feel and negative emotions override positive feelings so I only experience the negative.