What was the most painful thing you've ever felt?

Thank you for the thought.

This was over four years ago now and time heals all wounds...

I think the part that was hardest to let go of was the fact I didn't think there was anything wrong with her trying them. Was just supposed to be a unique experience after being raised super straight edge, and never doing anything like it before.

I could have stopped her. Convinced her not to. Taken them away or something.

I didn't. I didn't see anything wrong with the idea.

"It was her day off, she should be able to enjoy it right?" Was the last thought I had after leaving for work and kissing her before I left.

Instead of enjoying her day off, she died at only 20 years old.

Oh well. Can't change anything now.

I'm mostly healed but it is still a bit raw.

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