An ex-friend was jealous of me. I found out once she messaged me an apology a few years after she sabotaged my relationships with everyone in our friend group.

Everyone was having a farewell party at "Sam"'s place. The ex-friend got on Sam's iPad and sent me a lengthy iMessage explaining to me what a terrible friend I've been and that they all want nothing to do with me. Cut to me, depressed as fuck in my room in the middle of the night, frantically agreeing with her and begging them to forgive me. She doubled down on her insults and stance. I spiraled.

About a week later at school a friend approaches me, asks what the hell's going on, why haven't I been having lunch with them? I explain what happened and we piece together that the ex-friend pulled that fucked up lil' stunt.

Her reason was jealousy but it was so hurtful and messed up I still can't believe her today.