It’d be pretty fucking awesome if you gave me some attention. We’re supposed to be in a three way poly relationship. I talk to your husband, my boyfriend, every fucking day. I know we made an agreement that I could handle not getting to talk to you sometimes because of some conflicting schedules and ways of communicating. But 3 months? Three fucking months? I know this is long distance but fuck. I’m considering breaking up with the both of you. I’m fucking unhappy right now but something is telling me not to dump either of you so I’m trying to stick it out. You better act fast. Because, now I’m fucking tired of this shit. I’m thinking about breaking up more than I’m thinking of how much I love either of you. That’s how you know it’s time to break up. You can go on trips, go to dinner with him and friends, have sex for hours, but every time I ask him to speak to you it’s always some excuse about you being busy. And, yeah. I know you’re a busy woman but I need attention too! I’m a fucking human being! I’m supposed to be your girlfriend! You can comment to him on the vids I send you both and all types of shit but you can’t talk to me? You can’t take two mins out of three months to fucking speak to me? Fuck this shit. I’m trying to stick it out because we have barriers but if shit doesn’t pan out by December I’m dumping both of you!

This was a crazy, terrible rant. So, sorry. And, no. I don’t want relationship advice unless anyone is offering a way for me to fix it.