I’m one of those people that always just crams until the moment I sit down for an exam.

I stayed in a hotel with my husband. Monday afternoon, we went to lunch and I had a mild freak out. We went back to the hotel and he worked in the lobby while I desperately read outlines. He came to the room and listened to me recite secured transactions over and over again, and I took a sleeping pill and beta blocker and went to bed.

Tuesday, I came out definitely feeling like I failed but had that strange calm you feel when your body just can’t fight anymore. The hotel had beer and snacks in the lobby. I had a beer and we walked to a diner. Went back and started going through my pre sorted flash cards (my weakest topics). Almost immediately, I came to a card that was the answer to an essay question (