He told me verbatim “I do think we have a very good bond, and I don’t think I’ll ever find anyone like you ever again” as well as telling me “I love you, so fucking much” as he was breaking up with me. Been a month and still trying to put myself in his shoes and see his perspective, I’ve recognized that my mental health was hard for him to witness and led to numerous communication issues. But how are you going to say stuff like that while breaking up with someone? I’m tired of replaying the conversation over in my head, trying to see where he’s coming from, and blaming myself for everything. If he wanted to try and make things work he would’ve communicated his feelings when he started recognizing it was taking a toll on him, not tell me my mental health was taking a toll on him AFTER he’d already made the decision to end things. He wanted out, plain and simple, and I plan on keeping it that way.