I can't have a Facebook, Instagram any social media. Bc I'm being stocked by creeps who've seen the videos my dad put up of me he made online. I didn't even know okay? I didn't have a choice it started when I was 3 probably earlier that's just my 1st ever memory of it. When I skyped a person who was pretending to be kind too me he started sending back naked pictures my dad took of me and asking to be my new daddy. But they should just stay up there bc that's truly somehow going to magically stop other ppl from putting more up is that it?? I'm pretty dumb for Skypeing him tho arnt I? I'm only in 4th grade and I fall for things like that bc I'm desperate for kindness and I have to go on the internet for it. That's why I skyped him that's truthfully why. I tried to kill myself later that night. Bc I'm really dumb and thought for sure my dad would never but them on the internet even tho I always had too hold up sights and him write the date and a bunch of other stuff on my body just like in all the videos he made me watch with other kids. And I let him I never fought him bc that's the only time I actually felt like he loved me. But it was all a anyway just a really cruel trick too get me. And it's dumb of me too even tell you this bc it's not like I'm ever going to get them off a girl tried to for me and all she was able to find out is that a lot of ppl are using pictures of me as their profile pictures. What if my mom ever finds out? It's humiliating for adults too have this happen but most of them at least had a choice you know? And it's not like their not making more annyway these ppl don't care at all about kids bc my own dad who's supposed too love me and care for me was the reason I don't even feel like a person anymore. I had too have the most humiliating hatefull things done to me by him that normal adults wouldn't even think to make eachother feel that way. Normal ppl don't hurt eachother like that you know? They truly don't. Truly I don't. They don't care who they hurt or how many they hurry. The person who sent me my own pictures I told him I was going too kill myself bc of it. He just asked me too skype him again bc he thought it would be a truly sexy thing too watch. I don't even know why I'm arguing with you bc I'm never going too be able to get them off Ill never get any peace and I'll always worry my mom who actually does love and care for me with all her heart will have too see them one day. But don't think just bc my life is ruined from it their just going to stop making more okay? Bc their never going too stop there will always be ppl hurting kids like that truly it's terrible of a thing to know but it's the truth.