This is probably a little late, but about 2 years ago my younger sister came to me sobbing saying she did something bad, but wouldn't indulge to me what. I am insistent she tell me what was the problem, I'll take care of her, no matter what. I suggest pregnancy, an std, she's in trouble? No, she took about 150 Ibuprofen, and wanted to say goodbye to me. She insisted that I leave her be, and that's what she wanted. It was incredibly hard to decide whether to do something, or let her be happy, I ended up just picking up the phone and dialing 911, mind you it's like 12 am and my parents are in the next room sleeping. Anyways, ambulance comes my sister is hysterical saying she hates me, and that I've taken away her only chance at happiness. She is treated in a mental hospital, is diagnosed as bipolar like my father and they send her on her way. My father being very bipolar and having a superiority complex, believes their diagnoses to be false, hence neither one of them takes their meds. Fast-forward 6 months after the attempted suicide (10/14) my father kicks me out on account of me refusing to be baptized, causing him to deem that I am a child of the devil, and that he doesn't know me anymore. It's been two years, my sister and I stay in contact but I still live in fear that she'll try again like she did 12/20/15 when she was about to jump off a canyon, but ended up not because she saw a friends truck at the bottom, thought they wrecked, and went down to help him. I'm no longer able to be there for her to confide in when she has these tendencies, because of my crazy father, and just hope everyday that today's not the day. She only confided me about the 2nd attempt a month after the fact, and I'm just so terribly afraid everyday that I won't be there for her next time she attempts, and that this time there will be nothing to deter her. Thanks, to anyone who read this, it feels incredible to speak of it. (:
TL;DR Younger sister tried to commit suicide, and confided in me so I got help, now I'm no longer able to be there to help since my psychotic Father kicked me out :(