I hate my family. When I was a little boy my father was an abusive asshole who came home drunk and started talking shit in my head, or else he beat me for small things. When he got old, he got calmer, but he still remains an asshole who keeps talking shit in my head.

A few years ago we had a real fight because I couldn't bear to hear his irritating voice anymore. Initially I was very sorry, but as time goes by, my regret diminished more and more. Today whenever he sees me not working, he starts cursing me again. He starts saying things like: "I worked my whole childhood, I don't want a son to be idle here"

Basically the idiot worked his whole childhood and put me in the world just to work too and suffer like he suffered in his shitty childhood. And I can't think of anything more selfish than that.

I have a much younger brother, who is just as unhappy as I am, so every time I think about it I tell myself he didn't deserve to be born in this broken family. So I start to hate my parents even more, including my mother, this breeder b! Tch who has never achieved anything in her life and only does what my father says.

The idiot still says that he "wants to have a daughter". I think this is enough to show how this asshole's selfishness is endless.

You know what?
My only regret now is not to have punched his face harder, because he fucking deserves it.

I hate everything about me and life, i cant stand this anymore. I will just kill myself this year.