What is something you always said you'd never do, but eventually did?

Drugs.

I never wanted to do them and my brother always had issues so from seeing that and every story I hear even supposedly "good" stories about drugs they are too easily a bad thing in all situations.

Then my "friend"(who no longer is) decided to sneak something into my food and I will never try anything harder than ibuprofen or an antihistamine for a stuffy nose.

My "friend" was always I to drive king and weed but I always said no and he offered less often and it was fine. I left when he smoke and he didn't smoke at my house. Then one night he mentions this place with great snacks like caramel corn and cookies and such. I give him ten bucks and he comes back with a single foil sealed brownie. Now, I can't imagine what I was thinking wheen he ripped it open and gave it to me without just ha ding me the package but I just thought he was being nice. I was concerned he spent ten dollars on one medium sized brownie but I assume it was some sort of gourmet bulls hit brownie and chalked it up to me not having asked him about prices ahead of time.

The brownie tasted a bit off but it was ten fucking dollars so I ate it. About 25 minutes later he sung the secret of the brownie. it had thc in it. I had two options. Beat his assistant while his girlfriend called the cops and explain it to them while I was getting hit with the brownie or rush home and try to sleep it off.

I took option 2 and figured I'd get back at him later for it. I get home lay in bed and I get nervous and panicky about what will happen. Then it hits me slowly but surely creeping in this unease and dizzyness. I can't shut my eyes or I feel like throwing up. A constant tumbling sensation and I k ow I'm fucked for the night.

I figure watch a movie and hope I get really into it and try not to notice the fuzziness in my hands and feet. I think k about sitting up and a full second later I sit up in bed. It was like lagging in real life. It was fucking horrid. Every action happened late. Move my hand I'd have a one second gap before I moved my hand.

I figure maybe try video games because everyone always brags about playing high and being a fucking kite or some bullshit. I can't play for ship because my reactions are too slow and I'm feeling more woozy and start to get paranoid because it's just getting worse. I know why everyone who mentions drugs in a video game scks so fucking badly at this point . now I'm paranoid and angry for not being able to play a game and it just gets worse.

I turn the TV on and sift through channels and get more freaked out and turn the lights on. Then I hit a really bad spot. I see something move out of the corner of my vision and of course nothing is there. Not even a shadow it's just a brightly lit white wall and I saw it move. Now I get scared that it's making me hallucinate and I get a cold sweat going. Now things are moving more and I'm getting rightly terrified and the moving shapes around my room the cold sweat and all of these horrible things happening.

I was about to call 911 because I thought for sure this was going to kill me. This couldnt just be weed doing this there is no way. I stupidly just sit in a chair freaking out for several hours having by far the worst night of my entire life. I have nearly had my balls ripped off before and would rather have that happen again than try ANY drug again.

I no longer talk to him obviously but made it my fucking job to get him back. I called in seveal times about him having drugs and he got several tickets and couple nights in jail. several other small things but nothing else major.

I still don't know if the brownie was just weed or what but everyone else always says It had to have something else in it because week can't or doesn't do those things.

It was god damped horrible. To anyone saying it depends on the mood or to try it again because it was just a bad trip there is no way in hell a good trip could come anywhere near as polar opposite as that one terrifying experience a d it can never be worth it 5o risk even a tenth of that intensity ever again.

I get so fucking worked up over thsee events god damnit.

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