What is something in your life you will never share, even with those closest to you (but that you will share on this anonymous forum)?

I’ve told NO ONE about this, I had this fleeting fantasy of surprising my husband with oral sex with another girl. I did a ton of research on how to hire a call girl, how to not get busted, etc...

Our birthdays are both in December so we went to Vegas for mine and I emailed back and forth with a really beautiful call girl who was actually very nice. I set it up that she was going to hit on him while he was playing black jack and then we’d go from there. I was supposed to meet her in the bathroom to point him out and pay her half. I met her and it was she was even better looking than her pictures, she was very sweet. I had this instant reaction of insane jealously that he might like her better and I felt really bad for her. I paid her like $300 for her trouble and have told literally no one. Until now I guess. I might delete this...enjoy while it’s up.

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