“I still love your mother, that’ll never change

Think about her every day, we could just never get it together hey

Wish there was a better way for me to say it

But I swear on everything, I’ll do anything for her on any day

There are just to many things, to explain

When it rains, guess it pours, guess it does

Wish there wasn’t any pain

But I can’t pretend there ain’t

I ain’t placing any blame, I ain’t pointing fingers heaven knows I never been a saint

I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history

And just today, I looked at your picture, almost as if to say

I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn’t end this way

But I just had to get away, Don’t know why, I don’t know what else to say”

Eminem, going through changes

Song came out a few months before my mom passed, and this part always gets to me because we had a huge argument right before she passed and hadn’t patched things up yet.