I was with someone for 7 years. My addiction broke us apart. She was supporting of me and we both always loved each other to the very end. But the 2ish years I was fucked up and the year of that where I was really bad destroyed both of us. All the negative memories and emotions that are associated with her and what happened is just hard to get over. Love the girl to death but there is no way it would ever work again. We were perfect together when I was sober but the only thing my brain associates her with to this day is percocets and it will take us both down the wrong path and I know that. Better for her and me we stay apart no matter how much either of us hates that.