4.5 tbh?

Like when I fap, its guys in my head. I'm dating a man. I've dated women, but I feel I need a REALLY specific kind of woman, mentally and physically. For guys, just don't be skin and bones or Jabba the Hutt, and you're likely average to sexy to me (average is still fuckable). For me, lots of women are pretty, but I don't think of women like most guys. I don't want giggly girl who constantly smiles, gives whimpery submission, etc. I want Brienne of Tarth from Game of Thrones mixed with Korra from Legend of Korra, with a speck of whatever tough masculine/androgynous woman who can beat me up and plays a dominant role. I want like, ball kicking and face slapping and ass pounding. I wouldn't say I like BUTCH butch women (they can have long or short hair and dress however, its more mentality for me tbh.) Like, total Bull Dyke would be sexy, but dominant and has that like 'I will step on your face with high-heels' is also cool.

But I'd always want some big hairy bear daddy to do that usually. It's like a mood, I guess. Like usually I want a burrito but one day I'm like shit!!! Need some taco (lol)