I don't know how to explain it to you, but social-wise, there's a good number of people(girls) that I would engage in conversation with, and most of the time it becomes predictable and boring. That's all. It's like talking to clones of Dora The Explorer and having them slowly list all of the things in their backpacks. You already know. It's mind-numbing anxiety.

Now when I talk about being UPSET, it's because of sexual frustration, much like what many people here on /nofap/ go through. That's why I'm talking about this here specifically. While I can lose myself in the fact that society's not some jungle we can be animals in, I can also easily respect the life decisions made by everyone here on campus, but as a collective the EXCITEMENT score isn't sitting high at all, and it really irks me at times and provokes said frustration. That's my point.

I am perhaps the most sane person on campus, mind you. I'm just in the middle of trying another new thing and self-evaluating myself, seeing as some people don't like to talk about their primal half and turn a blind eye on what they simply label as "incorrect"