My ex was... a pedophile?

She, yes, she - used to have dreams of me having sex with children in front of her. These weren't common, but she would tell me how she'd occasionally wake up mid-orgasm having had one of these dreams.

She'd never watch CP, it was more of a fantasy that always involved me. She liked the thought of being cheated on and used, I guess the thought of it being with a child made it even more wrong; but a turn on somehow? I don't know.

She felt incredibly guilty about it. It was never part of our relationship sexually. She would sure as hell never act on it. She just occasionally got off to the idea I guess. I never really judged her for it. It's one of the more fucked up fantasies I suppose but as long as it stays a fantasy and nothing more then who am I to judge.