What were some times when you died inside?

Mines a "got caught with porn" but with a twist. This was back in 92 or 93. I login to a local BBS and for some reason I have admin access which means I can access the ADULT XXX text files! I get on there and quickly download a few adult text stories. My PC is in the living room so I can't exactly "enjoy" any of the stories there so I print out this 10 page story, stuff it under my bed, and eagerly await the next day when I know nobody will be home. At this point I have no idea what the erotica is about except that it must be good to be locked behind the adult section.

I get home from school the next day and my mom is acting very weird and I can tell a confrontation is getting ready to happen. She found the story and immediately wanted to know where did I get it from, told me it was beyond horrible and I should be ashamed to have anything like that. I told her I download it from a local BBS, didn't realize it was porn, then I "printed it so that it could be deleted from the computer." That was the best lie I could come up with.

What was so bad about this XXX story? Of course I still had it on the computer so once I got a chance I actually started reading it to see what the heck the problem was. Turns out the story was a rape fantasy about a girl who wanted to be raped by her coworkers. I had zero idea any kind of porn like that existed! I deleted all the files and never logged back into that BBS again.

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