I think most girls go through a "stage" fuelled by internalized mysogyny (really, societal misogyny) by rejecting feminine things. I generally sum it up as the "not like the other girls" stage. Clinging to any masculine hobby or trait you have, and looking down on or rejecting feminine traits or hobbies.
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but here's a different one that isn't part of that phase. Feeling like I was worthless or unlovable because I didn't get street harassed at 14, when all my girlfriends had stories about it. I was sure no teenage boy could ever like me because grown adults didn't harass me