What would you do if you can start your life again?

Probably try harder to be the perfect daughter and never move out, work, or go to college. Traditional gender roles exist for a reason. Girls aren't supposed to leave the household unless they get married. It's not safe, their bodies and Minds aren't suited for life outside of the home.

In this life I ended up transitioning to mail and I'm physically much healthier that way. It's like my body was meant to use testosterone instead of estrogen to function. However, because what I did totally estranged me from society and eliminated any chance that I would ever be able to have a real relationship, mary, or have friends or experience what it's like to come home to a place that's not empty and cold and wretched I would most likely choose to not do it if I could go back. It's likely that I would die earlier that way but perhaps it's better if nature takes its course.

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