What is your "anti superpower"? ie. A task or ability that comes easily to most that you usually fail or struggle with?

I'm like a failed superman experiment..

I speak 4 languages, play guitar (6-7 string), bass (5 string) and drums. I also sing. I play jazz, blues, rock, metal. (But I love progressive rock/metal the most)

I'm good at basketball and a very good shooter (3 times missing in a row, I go home)

I'm a skateboarder (have 5 decks) I can alot of tricks, flips and grinds. I also did Downhill mountain biking in the past. I'm very good inline skater too. I drive a fast electric unicycle..

I drive motorcycles since 2003, have now a Buell XB12X (wheelie machine and very difficult to drive)

I had 10-15 different jobs in my life. Was good at all of them and I hated them. My last job was installation/service of Schindler Elevators. Had to quit too. (Basically I can professionally handheld any tool or big machine, learned wielding too, driving a stacker etc..)

I have hundreds of books. I hack/flash/root almost every electric device I have. I'm literally a hardcore gamer because I play all games for more than 10 years, on the hardest difficulty there is. I'm quiet good at racing anything.. I'm heel and toe shifting even my diesel Volvo, and I love rally games with wheel, clutch, shifter and handbrake on PC.

I'm a computer expert in software/hardware support. I have basic programming skills for different code/program applications.

I was a student of visual arts. Photography, video & design. I had to quit drawing/painting at some point in life.. I had a few Photography exibitions in 3 different countries. As I student, I was also trading with Forex and making a living with that and with other small services I could offer.

I do not eat animals for more than 18 years.

I cut my own hair for more than 10 years in different styles. No one ever noticed.

I repair/upgrade almost anything I have by myself. Guitar electronics and other stuff, motorcycles, all kind of devices etc..

I can fly RC planes and Helicopters (advanced 3D flying skills)

I'm good at cooking too.. I'm actually a great friend and life partner. I never cheated any of my girlfriends. Even not the evil bitches.

And there are other things about me I did not write, the list goes on.. conspiracies, science, philosophy, technology, society, art, pyramids, ufos, you name it..

The most valuable things that I have in my life are my ideas.. A have over 20 highly unique app/web/platform, businesse ideas, two productions parts for vehicles and so one.. I have so much ideas, almost all 3 days a new one, that I always research first.. Until today I did not finish anything, because I'm alone doing it all..

BUT

There it is now... The biggest but...

I'm living with a heavy depression almost all my life. Fighting everyday, but I feel always like a piece of shit for no reason. Using most of my energy to stay alive and fight it. I had a few times in my life the urge to kill my self for real. I'm very isolated and do not have any "friends" and almost no family.. But everyone likes me.. But I just disappear.. I'm 31 years old, almost no one knows all that stuff above I write about me.. I'm almost not findable in the internet or in real life. You guys are basically the first to read all of that..

I actually need help and support..

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