What is your best/(worst?) blackout drunk story?

The one who got away.
So one night I got wasted with a few friends at my temperarly "roomate" moms house. There was a girl I really digged there that night. Let's call her Sara. I meet her in high school & was drawn instantly at first sight. She was younger though & never thought much of it. She was about to turn 18 soon at this time & I was 20. We had been hanging out a lot & I was getting to know her pretty well. Little did I know I was falling head over heals for her witch is unusual for me for I try to not get attached. We played kings cup & 7s, drank kraken & chased it down with keystone while jamming to lynyrd skynyrd. When the games whinded down my roommate passes out in his old room, a gal took the spare bedroom I usually sleep in & Sara passed out in the other living room. I wanted to follow but one of my buddys wanted to keep drinking. So i stayed up drinking the kraken til it was dry with him & after a hour or so of drunken heart to heart moment his gf made him leave. Well durring our conversation I saw Sara go into my roommates room. So now alone jealousy started building up. Even tho Sara & my roommate have a brotherly sister bond & she would never ever want to do anything with him the possibilitys swirled around in my head. I pounded another beer to try and wash my feelings away. Next thing I know its 7a.m. & I'm drinking beer with my roommates mom watching TV. A huge wave of tiredness splashes over my body & I feel like I never slept. We all went home & a few weeks go by & I don't her from Sara. My roommate seemed like he was up to something & been acting weird. One night I let him take my car so he could go to work. Little later Sara msg me asking if my roommate was out at my buddys. I said he's suppost to be at work. No reply so I drink a few beers then ask her why she asked that & follow with "if my roommate trys to do anything with you don't". Shit hit the fan & caused a big argument. Thats when I found out what I did that night. So after I tried dissolving my jealously with beer I blacked out and would walk into my roommates room where Sara was sleeping & say "what are you doing" Sara would say "sleeping!" I would follow with "oh, I don't give a fuck" walk out & proceed to do it all night long, driving her crazy. After our argument we stopped hanging out & only talked occasionally. She found someone else & almost two years later I find myself still thinking/dreaming of her way more than I should. Also I found out my roommate got back on heroin, lost his job & was trying to hide it, not get with sara behind my back.
TL;DR.
I blacked out, anoyed the shit out of her, over thought things way too much & lost the girl who now haunts my dreams. Not my worst blackout, I have many more but for it aiding in the loss of the girl I love, it is by far the worst to me. And "sara" if you ever see this I'll always love you.

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