diplo tell that's good and he make it ( cymatics pdf interview )

I think drug are not so bad, just joking a bit by the way.

in fact I lack of focus for everything, even when producing there is tons of "trouble" of what is on fb/youtube/anything if I don't take drug. when I do drug, I can really be lost in production for hours without feeling all my bad thought taking over my brain.

I try being sober for a while I take so so much bad habit and that's a fact, I try to fight my idea and brain with anything and only drug work, I can use all the philosophy I want, it's just not working.

but in fact if I look my life, I m a "drug addict" since 5, but I used to play 15 hours videos games. I almost take something like 25 000 hours of my life on a computer and music isn't making this better haha I was just gettin my self out, but now that's just for music and drug

I have the same brain as a cat in my sober state psychology tell I have some stupidity brain and need to take drug. ( adhd ) I m not really believing adhd, I m sure that I m fucked / against average but adhd is just a way to sell drug to some people ( but I m happy to get it for free )

when I say drug I mean ritalin/weed ( and really a bit of amb ), but I think like it makes me super technical and loose a bit of the feeling I stop using it a lot tho and try to control my self, but that's really hard ( If I m writting all this shit easy it's because I m sober in fact I could loose my time here for hours ), so I do a bit of weed, weed is really my coffee and fire focus, I have the exact opposite effect as average people ( believe me or not ), my sober state is not focus and loose in my head, when I smoke I start listening and doing things without being fucked.

look I m sober, and I m loosing my time on reddit