What is your “I’m way too high for this” moment?

Her's what happened to me, so imagine this happening to you:

Your friend passes away in a car accident, your friend who meant so much to you and who helped you learn an entire language, so you get so depressed, stop wanting to socialize, stop wanting to meet new people. All you want to do now is sleep and eat, and you gain around 50ish pounds. A few years later you decide to try out weed. It helps you cope so much, helps you mourn, helps you have a social life again, helps motivate you to lose all the weight you gained even though the weight loss is not an inevitable effect of the weed, it's only an effect of the motivation of the weed but you still had to work extremely hard to lose the weight.

Then after you lose all that weight, you finally look attractive again, but you had been fat for so long that you had stopped putting your self worth in your attractiveness. Your weight loss coincidentally lines up with the beginning of 2019, and you make a new years resolution, you're only going to have sex/foreplay/etc with girls you know and trust. 11 days into the new year, you get sexually assaulted by a random chick, something you never even considered the possibility of happening to you. You never even saw her face, only her arm, because you were in line in the extremely crowded parking lot of a club, and that random chick appeared out of nowhere and randomly started playing with your dick. And you felt so confused. You're honestly open to handjobs... But NOT like that. Not in public from a random chick you don't know.

So to cope with it, you smoke weed even more.

In February, you start talking to a new girl, a girl who is so perfect, a girl who would've been so fucking out of your league less than a year before. It seems to go well at first. But you're so addicted to weed now because you're trying to cope with your past, and it pushes her away. It becomes clear to you that she doesn't want you now, because all you are now is a fucking drug addict, you're high way too much and you don't got your shit together.

Then she meets a new guy and you're honestly fine with that, you've mostly gotten over her and you wish them the best. You hope everything goes well for them. Yet you're still so heartbroken.

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