New account, due to the nature of the question.

At one point a few years ago I was so sad, lonely and fed up with my life, the highlight of my day was coming home from my shitty job to spend the rest of the day camwhoring via pics and video clips on 4chan.

Always been browsing 4chan a lot on the side, sometimes went out with friends and hooked up with some guys, never really stuck around or had people stick around. When no one had time anymore and was more and more busy with their own lives, I spent increasingly more time on various boards. One night I followed a thread of a girl posting requested pics and thought she did such a shitty job at it, I jumped in. For I think slightly more than half a year following that, I went online every night to post nudes and masturbation pics and clips on two boards, fulfilling requests and chatting a bit in between pics. Most of it wasn‘t very vanilla but more obscure. New Years Eve 2011 I spent selfie-ing myself deepthroating a vibrator and shoving my 1911 up my vagina with my tongue hanging out my mouth and begging for people to fuck me and send me tribute pics. Well. Somewhere I have a throwaway mail address with hundreds of dick and tribute pics.

On the bright side, I really enjoyed it at the time, came hard multiple times per evening, also had some of the most hilarious flirts there and made some really chill mail pen pals with whom I shared many naughty pics and sexy stories as well as movie and history talks.

That would all be fine and dandy if it wasn‘t for me changing jobs. I‘ve changed my job situation drastically over the years (obv literal circlejerking with strangers on 4chan shouldnt be the best part of your day) and am a bit worried due to the nature of me working a lot on social media and gaming events etc of this ever coming to light or being found out or even worse, someone recognizing me. Chances are slim, but knowing a minimum of 180k people per file downloaded my pics and vids makes me restless at times.