I was on a swim team when we was in high school and we went on an “away meet”... it was coed so the guys were confined to guy rooms and the girls were confined to girl rooms. They duct taped the doors. The guy I roomed with kept making sexual jokes about gay shit. I thought he was cool so i played along thinking he was joking. Then I woke up right after we started to fall asleep and he was touching me. I tried to be like nah man that’s hilarious but you’ve got to be joking, then he kept going and I let him do it. Cuz he was popular and I thought I would be popular if he liked me more. In the end he still just put me down everyday in front of the others...and although I consented, I regret that. It was disgusting, but I gave him permission. It was consensual, but i always regretted it afterwards.