Although life has been rough and I always seem to surprise myself and fine the drive needed to turn things around. Weighted 110kg then lost 40kg in a few months. Went through months of unemployment and depression, reinvented myself and found a job. Last few weeks I had anxiety spikes picked up meditation and I've been feeling better. Even with growing as a person, there's not a single time that I look back and I feel like I was better than I'm doing now. Although I'm 27, a virgin and never had a relationship even in that department I feel growing and much more able to sort what I want and what I don't. I just somehow do things and they fall into place later. I have no idea how, but things seem to work out for me like this