As a woman, it taught me how broken men really were. I've always been a supportive of men's rights and emotions because I was witness to a lot of mistreatment and abuse my own mother inflicted on her men (she was Cluster B type) and very often sided with them because I, too, got the same treatment from her (and subsequently became very anti-woman in the process, which was a decent mind fuck for a while).

On the flip side, I also went through a lot of mistreatment and abuse from the men around me because of The Red Pill because of their black and white teachings, cherry-picking of data, and frankly outright lies. I went from being the 'one of the guys' women who played video games and D&D with 'my guys' to being treated like garbage because they were convinced I was garbage like my own mother, though I'm not abusive like she was. So that was really a mind fuck to be blamed for LOTS of shit I've never done by my circle of men.

Some have come back and apologized for their miscategorizing of my behaviors, motives, and intentions, but a lot of it was permanent damage. I will never be the same person, that's for certain.