back in my “i’m a young asshole and feel like i can do whatever i want with a complete disregard for my own/others saftey” , i got into some things that i really shouldn’t have, me and a group of kids got ourselves mixed up with a drug dealer, and essentially had to spend a night shucking and conniving money out of people so we could pay him back. he said he was going to kill us, and now some almost 10 years later i don’t know if that was true but at the time it felt true.

also, was asked to be a cook (make crack for the local dealers) I declined as politely as possible saying that i couldnt because i’m left handed and really clumsy (which was not a lie! but a total bullshit reason i used because i absolutely did not want to get caught up in that)